and if you get the choice to sit it out or dance.....i hope you dance

i saw these flowers the other day- i guess they're called orange stars or something.  i like them and i can't stop thinking about them.

i've felt this coming on for a couple of weeks now....the low level sadness that hangs over this time of year.  spring-- the season of rebirth, regrowth-- for me, is a season of loss.  i mean, with every loss there is the opportunity for rebirth and regrowth, it's just not like, i don't know.  it's just not easy to see it that way i guess.

all those years................god all those fucking years

today i'm just going to feel the sadness and know that tomorrow the sun will rise again and it will be a new day.