Thursday, February 23, 2012

some days it seems like nowhere is far enough away

interrupted  i start in the middle  it's okay  i'm excused      from the rules

sometimes i wonder if i'm even     awake

i forget   to look where i'm going   i forget   everything  lost in my thoughts  but i'm not lost  i try to tell myself-- i'm right here  

here  wherever here is   however i got here  on this corner where x marks the spot  it's time to choose   but i've got no sense of direction    i'm not even sure i care where i end up    i have everything i need in my left pocket   not even sure why i'm carrying this bag    because its mine i guess

i've always felt safe on the city streets   where no one cares who the fuck i am    no obligations or responsibilities  i'm free to go 

i'm on the go    on the run for nearly 14 years  i cannot make up my mind  i just don't want     anything

when i was a little girl i used to spin   spin around  and around  until i was dizzy  it didn't make sense then and it doesn't make sense now

why i can't feel anything

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